may 22, 2014. 8:19 am, delta flight 2020 left the memphis airport and headed for LAX. when i first said my goodbyes to joey in the airport, i didn't really feel the way i thought i would feel. don't get me wrong, my heart was being ripped into pieces, but i still felt very numb to it all. i felt like i would see him next week or something, as if it was some vacation.
once we landed and got to the apartment, my parent's surprised me by having the whole thing already decorated! i was shocked!!! it looks so amazing and better than i could have ever dreamed. i'll post pictures whenever we finally get everything we need. my room needs a lot of work. hahaha. but everything still feels like a total dream. i still feel like i'm simply on vacation just like any other time i'm ever here. but i'm just bracing myself for when it finally hits me that this is my new home, and i couldn't be happier.